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Dear Flash, You’re A Big Brother

Juliet James
3 min readOct 5, 2020

In Memory of Flash: Part 7

A mostly black & white dog with shaggy fur and floppy ears yawning but looking like he’s laughing

This is the final piece of my series, written over two years ago following the loss of our beloved basset hound mix.

Dear Flashy,

Two weeks ago you became a big brother. Your little brother is a terrier mix we’ve named Yogi. He’s just over a year-old. One of the crazy things we learned after adopting him is that his birthday is January 4th, 2017. We said goodbye to you on his first birthday. That was a bit of a sucker punch at first, but it also somehow feels… right? Poetic?

Before we brought him home, I put away your favorite toys in a bag, where I will save them. Don’t worry, I won’t let him play with them. I know you’d hate that. You never liked sharing your toys even with your big brother Arthur, and you idolized him.

I’ve been thinking of you so much. I don’t cry so much now that we have Yogi, but I like to think you’d be happy about this. You never liked when I was sick or sad. Of course, I’m crying now but that’s to be expected.

I had the flu not long after we said goodbye to you. It was the first time since early 2006 that I had to be sick without you to take care of me. I missed you so much. I still miss you so much.

Yogi is, in so many ways, your polar opposite. He’s hyper and loves to play with all…

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Juliet James
Juliet James

Written by Juliet James

"The past is only useful if you are taking those lessons forward, not using them to make yourself feel worse.” -Iris Beaglehole

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