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To My Mother, On Her Birthday

Juliet James
Nov 8, 2022

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expressive portrait of a sad middle aged woman with grey and black hair blowing out birthday candles alone
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My fragile heart tied in tangles,
by careless words you spoke to me
Before I found my boundaries
Go blow out your gaslight candles

I, the child who caused the scandal
I, the child who loved you dearest
Before you bruised my soft spirit
Now blow out your gaslight candles

Love too much for you to handle
I could not know I had no chance
Against your haunted, broken past
So blow out your gaslight candles

I tried to cover up the vandals
Who came before my time on earth
I did not yet know my own worth
Alone, blow out your gaslight candles

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Juliet James
Juliet James

Written by Juliet James

"The past is only useful if you are taking those lessons forward, not using them to make yourself feel worse.” -Iris Beaglehole

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